Hello everyone this is the 19th and here is a blog for the day of my birth. I won't talk about anything this time, but More of tell you guys some actual things about myself and whats been happening in the world of Nate.
Well I now Attend Ypsilanti High School and its not as bad as people will put it out to be, and they're trying their best to get thigns going again. Only people who want the best and only the best critisize it because it's not "good enough." This is my Sophomore year and things have been going pretty swell. My grades are good, I have some friends there that I've met before and I even got some new ones C: I met this wonderful girl Josie in the time and we got closer and closer and yesturday we started to date! :D I absolutly love her! She's just wonderful, especially her morals and how she deals with things, I told her I'd quote her, which I will, but on a blog where it can be used and not just to show off. :P So really, Life has been really really great recently.
Music wise I haven't been doing much of the producing and all, but I've been getting Into Imogen Heap. I absolutly LOVE Imogen Heap! and here's the answer to the relevance to "Hide and Seek, Telemiscommunications, First Train Home" because those are all Imogen Heap songs. Im actually listening to First Train Home right now. C: Terrorcore is something I've been getting into as well, I do enjoy it but the moods are completely different so I've been sticking to Imogen Heap instead of Noisekick. (the terrorcore artist I listen to) I actually got a $50 iTunes gift card from my grandparents so I bought "Speak for Yourself" and "Ellipse" by Imogen Heap, The two singles "Devil's Night" and "If It's Dead, We'll Kill It" by Motionless In White, Fire and Ice by Kaskade as well as the track Everything by Kaskade. I still have $16 left but I need to keep 10 of it for when the new album "Infamous" comes out by Motionless In White. So It's all pretty exciting for new music!
What am I going to do for my birthday? Well in two hours or so I will be hanging out with my friends Kalvin and Nick D. (I put the D so some of my friends don't get confused) Then Later we will head over to my friend Josh's to hang out and get the fire pit going (If the Weather decides to be my friend and not rain or be cold and all) Later I go with my dad and Maybe to my grandfathers house to do all of the present stuff and if not then It's going to be tomarrow. I hope I get nice things C:
So Here's the just of my life and all. I will add more if I think of more. So I guess this is my "Bio of Myself 2" yet another sequel blog. derkeder. I will see you guys later C: -Nate
Saturday, October 13, 2012
Saturday, October 6, 2012
Hell. And It's powerful effect. For The Second Time...
Hello everyone haplor 18th blog post. I just hung out with some friends of mine earlier and my friend Kalvin is spending the night. He read some of my blogs we talked about some things about them then I found some influence on this very old blog of mine. I finish the rest at my grandfathers house where i celebrate my sisters birthday.
The Question is: After all this time, why the dreams again?
They havent been the same dreams, but another pair of dreams one involving hell, and one involving Satan. It was like that for the first one of these posts. Here's what happened in the dreams, and a short summary of what I thought about it afterwards.
In the first dream, I was at my house, just kind of hanging out then all of a sudden. A dark black figure appears, the figure had horns and wings and was very intimidating. I was startled at the sight and made the immediate connection of the devil. Not just a demon or some kind of dark entity, but Satan himself. I stood up and he started to approach. I started to move the other way getting a little worried about what was going to happen. He follows me out of my family room up stairs in which I start to run up to. I make it into my room, jump on my brothers bed, and turn around. I find my sister is on the bed but Satan at the door. Me and my sister were... forced to do some... certain things that I'm pretty sure you get the idea. I figure if I go to sleep then I'll wake up in the morning. I do exactly that (in my dream. Yes i go to sleep and wake up the next morning in a dream.) Afterwards I wake up gasping for air. Incredibly relieved.
This dream was either a movie played in my head as a message from God to show my standing emotionally against Satan, or it was just torment for lols against me. I have the feeling it was the second option, to try to distract me to the path of God and Peace and basically all of non sin and hate. The reason I am writing this is so its not forgotten, and set an example of what I could easily get past. Time for the Second Dream.
In my other dream I started falling from smoke into a whole glowing of orange and red. It was incredibly loud with the sound of what it seemed like cries. I realized what I was falling into. I was falling straight into hell. I enter this whole still falling inhumanly fast. There was spikes that were pointed up as I spot many bodies of the spikes.I miss all of the spikes luckily but I plant face first onto the ground. I grunt and stand up to my feet. I walk past all of the beige colored rock material. I find an cliff. I stand up only to gaze among hell. I started to cry and I dropped to my knees and covered my face. I woke up again gasping for air and with a sigh of relief.
I think I may have been sent there through a dream to endure just watching hell. and how horrible it was of a place. Just more trips I guess. I don't like to go see it, but it has more of an interpretation of some places. I just wish it would stop for right now, once is really enough.
This is just an update with me and the knowledge of hell. I hope it doesn't get out of hand. I have strange feelings about this. I pray for my own sanity. Have a good day everyone. -Nate
The Question is: After all this time, why the dreams again?
They havent been the same dreams, but another pair of dreams one involving hell, and one involving Satan. It was like that for the first one of these posts. Here's what happened in the dreams, and a short summary of what I thought about it afterwards.
In the first dream, I was at my house, just kind of hanging out then all of a sudden. A dark black figure appears, the figure had horns and wings and was very intimidating. I was startled at the sight and made the immediate connection of the devil. Not just a demon or some kind of dark entity, but Satan himself. I stood up and he started to approach. I started to move the other way getting a little worried about what was going to happen. He follows me out of my family room up stairs in which I start to run up to. I make it into my room, jump on my brothers bed, and turn around. I find my sister is on the bed but Satan at the door. Me and my sister were... forced to do some... certain things that I'm pretty sure you get the idea. I figure if I go to sleep then I'll wake up in the morning. I do exactly that (in my dream. Yes i go to sleep and wake up the next morning in a dream.) Afterwards I wake up gasping for air. Incredibly relieved.
This dream was either a movie played in my head as a message from God to show my standing emotionally against Satan, or it was just torment for lols against me. I have the feeling it was the second option, to try to distract me to the path of God and Peace and basically all of non sin and hate. The reason I am writing this is so its not forgotten, and set an example of what I could easily get past. Time for the Second Dream.
In my other dream I started falling from smoke into a whole glowing of orange and red. It was incredibly loud with the sound of what it seemed like cries. I realized what I was falling into. I was falling straight into hell. I enter this whole still falling inhumanly fast. There was spikes that were pointed up as I spot many bodies of the spikes.I miss all of the spikes luckily but I plant face first onto the ground. I grunt and stand up to my feet. I walk past all of the beige colored rock material. I find an cliff. I stand up only to gaze among hell. I started to cry and I dropped to my knees and covered my face. I woke up again gasping for air and with a sigh of relief.
I think I may have been sent there through a dream to endure just watching hell. and how horrible it was of a place. Just more trips I guess. I don't like to go see it, but it has more of an interpretation of some places. I just wish it would stop for right now, once is really enough.
This is just an update with me and the knowledge of hell. I hope it doesn't get out of hand. I have strange feelings about this. I pray for my own sanity. Have a good day everyone. -Nate
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
Hide and Seek, Telemiscommunications, First Train Home
hello everyone, It's 8:42 pm as I write this. It's also my 17th blog post. You get one point for knowing the reference in my title C: (Do an internet on them, theyre absolutly wonderful. especially Hide and Seek C:) ~double smiley but anyway i just finished some geometery homework and now I am about to go into topic.
The Question is: Has anyone else noticed that people are slowly declining in the value of friendship they have?
I may have been the only one that noticed, and it may only be in certain areas in the world. It's come to my attention and really has depressed me just at the thought. Why are people putting more and mroe things in front of the relationship you built with your friends? My awesome friend Isaiah, was at a birthday party with his friend Kathrine and her friends. It so happens that her ex who put a leash on her. She invited some friends and her ex got $150 worth of vodka and they all got drunk. The others were only there to get the vodka, they didnt even say happy birthday to kathrine. They just ran off. Isaiah was devasted and I really didn't know what to say because I've never been introduced to those possibilities. Everyone I see here can show their friendship for eachother if something seriously bad happens. Guess that isnt true everywhere. Isaiah couldn't work with himself and he called me. I tried as best I could to have him do the right thing. I don't know whats been happening recently with Kathrine, I just hope good things have happened. But anyway,
I start seeing it with people, how the threats of leaving them or doing something back againts them. It's almost like when your in an actual relationship. Even when fights happen if they do you look past them for the best of happiness and the relationship. People will freak out over the littlest thing. I've even experianced it as I accidentally hit my friend in the face and not even that hard. I felt bad and appoligized and he held that grudge of an accident with him. Until I showed him his wrong doing in trying to get back at me. (He acted as if he was stabbing me in the back, i did not take kindly to that. Seeing that of which I am explaining, but also he says hes christian. A very bad one though.) There's also all the drama that gets created from this as well. Look back at the base of most of which all of it started, and it's over some small or immature thing. I'm pretty sure you can come up with your own example through yourself.
So what to do about all of this? If your a person who values friendship enough to have you and that other person not have a falling out ever, you can easily confess how greatful you are for having the other person. Take the time to just tell the people your closest with how glad you are to have them in your life. Josh actually told me and that absolutly made my night seeing all of the disapointment with friendship people have with another. I told him back that failing the ninth grade was easily worth it if it meant meeting him and geting close to him. Its also worth it to all the others at wihi I met. Skrew my dad and okma, I care for who I want and I pay the price of what it takes to have them. Failing a grade was as said, EASILY worth it.
I havent been explaining much of what I say, but since this all could be relatable I guess im embracing my laziness and putting it all on you :) and I also have been explaining when I have with a whole lot of nothing, or just a long ass version of an example with me. ~Moral of the story~ BE GREATFUL FOR YOUR FRIENDS AND TREAT THEM VERY NICELY. YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHERE YOU'D BE AT WITHOUT THEM, PROBABLY NOT A GOOD POSITION AS YOU ARE NOW. yeah, get it. also be greatful for your parents. Batman doesnt have parents anymore.
Goodnight everyone, sleep well. Remain Optimistic! -Nate
The Question is: Has anyone else noticed that people are slowly declining in the value of friendship they have?
I may have been the only one that noticed, and it may only be in certain areas in the world. It's come to my attention and really has depressed me just at the thought. Why are people putting more and mroe things in front of the relationship you built with your friends? My awesome friend Isaiah, was at a birthday party with his friend Kathrine and her friends. It so happens that her ex who put a leash on her. She invited some friends and her ex got $150 worth of vodka and they all got drunk. The others were only there to get the vodka, they didnt even say happy birthday to kathrine. They just ran off. Isaiah was devasted and I really didn't know what to say because I've never been introduced to those possibilities. Everyone I see here can show their friendship for eachother if something seriously bad happens. Guess that isnt true everywhere. Isaiah couldn't work with himself and he called me. I tried as best I could to have him do the right thing. I don't know whats been happening recently with Kathrine, I just hope good things have happened. But anyway,
I start seeing it with people, how the threats of leaving them or doing something back againts them. It's almost like when your in an actual relationship. Even when fights happen if they do you look past them for the best of happiness and the relationship. People will freak out over the littlest thing. I've even experianced it as I accidentally hit my friend in the face and not even that hard. I felt bad and appoligized and he held that grudge of an accident with him. Until I showed him his wrong doing in trying to get back at me. (He acted as if he was stabbing me in the back, i did not take kindly to that. Seeing that of which I am explaining, but also he says hes christian. A very bad one though.) There's also all the drama that gets created from this as well. Look back at the base of most of which all of it started, and it's over some small or immature thing. I'm pretty sure you can come up with your own example through yourself.
I havent been explaining much of what I say, but since this all could be relatable I guess im embracing my laziness and putting it all on you :) and I also have been explaining when I have with a whole lot of nothing, or just a long ass version of an example with me. ~Moral of the story~ BE GREATFUL FOR YOUR FRIENDS AND TREAT THEM VERY NICELY. YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHERE YOU'D BE AT WITHOUT THEM, PROBABLY NOT A GOOD POSITION AS YOU ARE NOW. yeah, get it. also be greatful for your parents. Batman doesnt have parents anymore.
Goodnight everyone, sleep well. Remain Optimistic! -Nate
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