Hello again everyone of the internet. I write this on easter morning at 1:24 am. I should be getting sleep but i can't get any of it. So I write to you on a touchy subject yet again.
The Question is: How much have I been affected by Baal?
I have learned much since my last posts that I do not fear Baal nearly as much as I did then. The idea of Abaddon no longer frightens me and I even imagine myself interacting and being in the same place with Abaddon but don't fear him. Well, Imagination is one thing but actually being there with the destroyer himself would be a very different thing.
I've stared Baal right in the face spiritually I'm pretty sure and witnessed his ugly face as he tries to impress me with his "power." Always handing me an eye of lust, of temptation, of evil. Trying to constantly force me into sin. To the average christian, I'm pretty sure that I have an interesting and very different relationship with Hell. Am I supposed to become familiar with the dark realm? If so, for what purpose? All this time around dark substances and influence. In my life I have been treading the alternative path in a positive way. The Spider and The Fly was my favorite book as a child. Why? My guess is because it was different, so much different that it caught my interest quickly. I understood the death of the fly due to the interaction with the spider. I even remember asking my dad about why the fly was talking to the spider if spiders ate flies. The trickery moral came in later.
So after this time with some sort of ominous connection with Oblivion, I have traveled a long trek. So much influence everywhere of sin. The Repetition of Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal. Baal.
Abaddon.
I will not let you prevail.
I Love My God.
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