Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Creativity, Living with me, Catastrophe.

This is my seventh blog and I am at My homie Josh's house for the billionth time this week to type yet again another blog post at his house.

The Question is: Why are people depriving themselves of their creativity or why are other discouraging people from their creativity and why this has an ultimate damage in the end.

This is been something that I've seen for a long time now, when someone has a great talent but they say they aren't that great at it or they even say that they are horrible at it. I'm always very impressed of what they have created for whether it be art class, band, orchestra, etc, but then they always say something along the lines of "Oh it's horrible don't look at it." Then I always tell them they should do it more oftentimes. I take pride in my work because I am no perfectionist and know that whatever I have accomplished was to the best of my abilities for that situation. So please have self esteem with your work and admire it, grab the pros and the cons, and go on from that, showing the world who truly is you and what your capable of.

Now another thing I have seen as well is that people are telling those low self esteem people and telling them that it "sucks" or is "horrible." This in my mind will not be tolerated and is completely unacceptable, and I'm not talking just about high schoolers or any mean people in your school, but Adults as well. I've had it where my parents say that they "support" me with my music but they sure as hell didn't act like it. This made me go bat shit insane for the longest time. I sadly don't have nearly as many opportunities to get around to my electronic producing. The least I can do is mess around with my guitar whether it be for Never Again or music that will go under my own name. It's one thing that I wish I could resolve, so I wish for a computer and some recording equipment. That would make my month. But back to the main idea though, there are going to be plenty of people that want to push you down but when you hold this skill of non violence (hopefully) and have this amazing talent, you will have a great life ahead of you. Something worth value, something worth striving for. Follow your dreams.

The results of people constantly being pushed down from all this has included the following. Suicide, self mortification, lost in self motivation, suicidal thoughts, and many other depression related symptoms. For what purpose does it hold within people that they just want to put these awful and scary actions on people? I see it just for satisfaction because that will usually grant them social popularity if they make a joke about it which is usually the most common way. The feel alone so if your someone like me don't fall into that trap and  see through they're eyes to see that they are actually more alone that you are. You have plenty of real friends around you I'm certain that will help you with your life if needed. Everyday shall be non like its last and non like its future. Improvise.

Shhh, no more tears, just dreams. Think about that, what does it mean to you? put this blog into some thought. -Nate

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